Afterthought

Jolianne

Compositor: Jolianne / JGREG

I don’t mind being just an afterthought
Afterthought

Caught in the maze, always the same
Security, I just can’t find with you
You only loved me when I was new

You’ll have your way, playing your games
Think I’ve accepted that I’ve lost to you
You know I like to be of use

But baby I might have to confess
Think that I thrive off your neglect
I never know what to expect
But ooh bae when you notice, I lose all my focus

Look at where this lead
Think that it works to that effect
Call me a goddamn masochist
‘Cause ooh bae when you notice

I don’t mind being just an afterthought
Building a fantasy of what we’re not

Look at that smile, think it’s worthwhile
Fuck you’re so fine, I recall why
I don’t mind being just an afterthought
Afterthought

Staying in place, hoping you’ll change
I’ll believe what you say, then ignore what you do
You’ll promise, but ain’t no follow through

Feeling ashamed that I even stay
But you know I’ll wait, ‘cause babe, that’s all I do
And I don’t really care ‘bout the truth

But baby I might have to confess
Think that I thrive off your neglect
I never know what to expect
But ooh bae when you notice, I lose all my focus

Look at where this lead
Think that it works to that effect
Call me a goddamn masochist
‘Cause ooh bae when you notice

I don’t mind being just an afterthought
Building a fantasy of what we’re not

Look at that smile, think it’s worthwhile
Fuck you’re so fine, I recall why
I don’t mind being just an afterthought
Afterthought